No rush

-english post-

Today i made the first few steps towards the big plans i announced in my latest post and actually started packing already.

What's the rush for?

I already sized down when i moved out of my old flat in November 2015 but i had to realize that i still have an awful lot of stuff. I mean, as much as i could have on 6qm.



Two weeks ago i threw out all the clothes i wouldn't take with me for sure and i didn't wear for at least a year and ended up selling these to my friends for a nice price. A lot of the things were favorites but ended up in the cupboard anyways so why wouldn't i give them to someone that would wear them?

Anyways.
I grabbed a box today.
That one box i'll keep at my mothers place.
It'll contain all the things i can not take with me but wouldnt want to sell or throw away.
My most precious things.
But to find them i had to search through my room.

I put up a camera for this for you to enjoy.

In the end i realized how hard it was to say goodbye to a lot of things which made me really thoughtful about materialism and the "need to own stuff" or collect it and why i have so much things i wouldn't touch and still concider myself a free person..

In the end i am really happy i'm starting this now because it'll give me a lot of time to find new places for the things and make up my mind in absolute peace about "what i really need"

Tomorrow my first trekking backpack will arrive and i'll be able to practice my packing.

Remember, this is the last bag i am packing and taking with me. It'll need a lot of concideration.

I am ready!

Make a Wish

-english post-

As i told you before in my review on 2016 i'll have to tell you something in the next couple of days and because i am not a very patient person and it's new years - i'll tell you now:



I made a wish last year.
I wanted to leave all the pain behind and start a happy life.
I wanted to get to know myself even better and for that i'll have to dig deep.
And where would that be? Right at the roots.



My heart had been aching to go back to Australia eversince i landed there for the first time in 2002.
As i landed and drove along the tropical sights of Cairns i started crying and just knew:
"this is it!"
Nothing gave me a feeling like this eversince.
Australia is my homecountry and if i want to get to know myself better i'll have to go where it all started from. I'd have to go to Australia.

So as i finish my apprenticeship in February i'll be ready to go.
I won't be alone.
That's a beautiful thing.

Pina will come with me and explore this place <3

I am so thankful!

So, as i said in the video - Let's make the best out of the upcoming eight month and make memories together we will never forget, enjoy each others company
and make plans for a reunion in some other part of the world!

<3